This is one Friday morning, and I don't have any plan today, so I decided to sleep in.
Then dream started.
It was somewhat related what had happen few days ago in my Reiki practice. A male
came to receive my session, but he had very much inappropriate attitude,
and I had to decline his request to make another appointment.
This never happened to me, and it didn't feel good. But I was relieved that
he wouldn't come here again. I thought I moved on, but I guess my mind was stuck.
Anyways, the dream was somewhat related to this incident, and
I was very hurt in my dream.
In my dream, I cried and cried in my room up stairs in my old house
where I used to live with my mom.
I finally went down the stairs, still crying, and looked for my mom
so I could talk to her.
(By the way, my mom had passed away 17 years ago. I knew in
my dream that I wouldn't find her, but I looked for her.)
Here she was standing in a kitchen, chatting with one of my cousin who is
like my big brother sometime, and they both found me crying.
I simply walked up to her and she simply gave me a big hug. We didn't say
anything, but I was so comfortable and safe in her arms.
It was warm, safe, and felt like everything was OK. The sad crying turned
into a joy crying to meet my mom again.
As much as I really didn't like the experience with the inappropriate customer,
I got to meet my mom in my dream.
It was a dream, but it was so real. I miss you, mama.